such bullshit.

A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full.

2005-06-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

The first song I'm going to download ~~when~~ IF I get an iPod is My Chemical Romance's Demolition Lovers. I'm insanely crazy about it.

I'm going to Malaysia tomorrow, I so cannot wait, although there's the not-so-appealing fact that I have to get up at an unearthly hour to reach CGS ; the coach is parked there.

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS - Demolition Lovers.
Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

^%&(^$#

2005-06-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO SUE THE COMPANY DOING CONSTRUCTION NEXT DOOR.
MY MUSIC IS BLOODY FULL BLAST AND I CANNOT HEAR IT,
THANKS TO THE DRILLING NEXT DOOR.
(i'm wearing the ear piece SOMEMORE.)
IF THEY DRILL UNTIL IT DESTROYS MY STUDY ROOM WALL,
I AM GOING TO LAUGH AT THEM.

i miss maroon 5.

2005-06-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA SOME STRANGER ON FRIENDSTER JUST ASKED ME TO JOIN THEIR COMMUNITY : HOT ASIANS.

anyway i'm home from west mall.
i forgot all about bloody piano, my helpful sister didn't remind me.
my piano teacher was screaming down the phone like a brutal barbarian.

i bought earsticks and ear studs?
are they called ear studs?
okay anyway, i bought them to replace the ones i bought last week.
i was eating at the food court, and i put the packet of ear studs or wahtever on the tray.
then the bloody uncle took the tray away.
i almost died lah, wth.

i'm on the phone with yenfang now, she's singing and ignoring me.

ugh.

2005-06-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

i'm using my brother's computer, since my mom has banned me from my tablet.
i don't think she knows that this computer has internet :D
ew, the mouse is all sticky and i think i see ants in the keyboard.

i think i'll do math.
soon.
i hope.

austin. <3

WOW!!

2005-06-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

EH THERE'S A SONG CALLED "CLAIRE!"
that's so cool!!

JIMMY EAT WORLD LYRICS

"Claire"

One chance to show your face.
This one shot all you get.
Pass by your one good thing.
Lift your head back shoot and chase.
Never hear you laugh like that, so full.
Not since you were nine.
Learn your restricted ropes.
Paint a cross on your left hand.
One good thing signed away and with it your only hope.
Attention focused on today.
So quiet slip behind my back.
Unsettled, severing always severing old ties.
One last good-bye may last the rest of your life.
One way trip can work both ways and loose ends kept untied make better friends.
The things you buy may someday leave you.
Can you say full ride?
I can still see you around.

AUSTIN.

2005-06-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

Austin is hot.
Hot hot hot hot hot hotter than Captain Jack Sparrow.
Sarah, you can have that pirate, I'd have my football star + closet poet any day.

Replies to tags.

shuxian rocks.: Ahahahhhah.
shuxian rocks.: Dongdong doooong?
shuxian rocks.: I rock too.
shuxian rocks.: HI SHUXIAN!
shuxian rocks.: :]:]:]:]:]
CLAIRE.: HI CLAIRE!

I'm taking a very long time to read LIME.
Cos I keep getting distracted by A Cinderella Story.
And even then I can't concentrate on the story, I keep on pausing the movie to gaze at Austin's face.

What a shame, Chad Michael Murray shaved his head, he looked much better as Austin.
Sophie Bush is a lucky twat.

LE HOT.

start this over again.

2005-06-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

his sam uarz oingd art arf eeu uwiu rzou rffar nfeex ion kaen meha nsu emeur chte umeh.
aiye lorreu ruzia, ae armor bces serddw eief roo.
phue rrlae zeph org eeb merh.

if you figured that out, you're a genuis and you deserve a Nobel Prize.

jqg b lkbss spyf cpvzq.

aren'tijustthecraziestshityoueversaw.

now i hate myself even more that i've lost you.

2005-06-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

okay i am back from a not so very productive session at SPGG.
i got distracted by icy tower.
and something else.

die, i need to go to, WOODLANDS tomorrow.
omgzwtf.
sneha why do you have to live so far away?!

uk, idciurmam,
uvebmfslivelc.
iclwu.
IC.

onlyit'llbesohard,
you'reSOimportanttome.
i'dputeverythingdown
forthesakeofyou.
butyeah.
youdon'trealiseit.
youneverdo.

itch.

2005-06-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

oh and my mom might be getting me an iPod.
might. beli beli beeg might.

anyone can contribute to the Lydia's-Desperately-Needed-iPodMini fund?
pleasepleaseee?
i just need um.
100 bucks, lmfao.

blade you stain.

2005-06-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

oh ho, tagboard's working again.
michelle used the love all around skin, LMFAO LOOK AT HER SIGN OFF NAME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANGYING MY GRANDSON! <3

i spent most of the day at SPGG, studying.
i completed the history.
i'm bringing karen's homework there tomorrow, and school's horrifying math homework.

mmkay.

2005-06-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

i went to watch monster in law.
it was okay, nothing spectacular.

my site is down i know.
and i don't care.

i'm jealous, so shoot me.

2005-06-03T14:06:00.000+08:00

one.
two.
three.
four.
five.

HOW CAN THESE GET INTO THE TOP FIFTEEN RATED AND THE TOP TEN?!

discriminate me, i like pink.

2005-06-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

hmm new layout.
its not getting much downloads in Blogskins so i guess i'll make it my layout for the um, two days.

blogskins erkkkks me.
the layouts are basically :
anime + animated avatars + Javascripts + pink + *~i LuRrBb eUu~* + weird columns that if people on Vortex see those, they would die laughing = downloaded by the ahlians of the ~~world~~Singapore.
i'm ashamed for them.

i watched Madagascar with my mom and brother last night at Great World City, despite frantic warnings given by Ronald, saying that the animations were CMI.
Madagascar is a waste of time, money, and um, time.
the only thing good about the movie was the yummy popcorn.
i ate three-quarters, when i'm bored, i stuff myself.
oh but the penguins were cute.

so, i'm going to drown in math now.
have a nice day.

microwaved cheese.

2005-06-01T17:49:00.000+08:00

eh microwaved cheese is the best.
after pop tarts.
yumyumyum.

went town with morgan today.
pierced my right ear at 77th Street.
i was scrunching my face and squeezing morgan's hand very tightly.
the girl gave me a leaking bottle of the surgical spirit thing, i do not like her.

then after that, went walking around taka to look for optical shops.
cos morgan's specs were kinda spoilt.
but they all charged prices, daylight robbery.
so we went mango and tried on silly dresses.
i had a hard time trying to pull the dresses over my head, and morgan was busy taking pictures.

then we took bus back, cos morgan's mom was angry with her cos she never wash dishes.

ECK ALL THE CHEESE IS STUCK TO THE PLATE, HOW TO EAT.

oh anyway, made another layout, yupzyupz.

well.

2005-06-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

i have submitted a layout on blogskins.
it features a cow, inspired by the notepad Grace gave me. :D
here.

the layouts on blogskins are so um yuck.
they aren't even classified as layouts, just, skins.
yuckyuck, everything's PINK+ANIMATION.

hopefully, i'll be going out with morgan tomorrow, she never called back.
*heartbreak*

I AM ON A ROLL!

2005-05-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

lmao, V.3 BLOBS.
comment please.
i know the scroll bars abit extra, please bear with it as it is already 0019 and i'm tired like hell.

hmm.

2005-05-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

this layout's supposed to be for aishah.
but she didn't reply me on msn, so i'll just put it up here.
ANYTHING CAN BE CHANGED DEARIE <3

stupid contact lense.

2005-05-30T16:56:00.000+08:00

well I'm playing Solitaire Showdown with Claire, and I'm losing terribly.

track today was quite alright, surprisingly.
warm up was four rounds, though Shona,(I JUST LOST ANOTHER GAME) Natalie, Michelle Wee and I ran only two rounds.
workout was.. two rounds around the Carnivourous Canal and four rounds around the Terrible Track, and I'm proud to say that I completed the workout! (well, walking in between, but that's okay.)
and 80mX 4 which was actually quite tiring but nevertheless, your Enduring and whatsanotherwordforYAY I WON Lydia peservered until the end.
then there was this um jog sprint thing which isn't worth mentioning.
cool down was two rounds, I ran one!
i ran everything with Ah Wee, except for jog sprint thing and cooldown, which i both ran with Natalie.

Claire, Louisa, Shona and I went to Tiong Bahru Plaza for "lunch".
I didn't eat anything, save for soggy fries which were very disgusting.
Claire ate honeydew sago, which reminded me of PORRIDGE.
and we were making stupid faces and mixing the ketchup and the chilli sauce and the PORRIDGE together.
SO DEEGAAIING(disgusting,) but what do you expect, Claire was the MASTERMIND OF IT ALL.~*

after that took mrt to redhill and rushed back to school to see LBY.
I didn't need to rush AT ALL, that woman was late.
and I only talked to her for about 2 minutes.
just in time to go for my dental appointment.
THE DENTIST PUT A RING AROUND MY TOOTH.
like wtf, my tooth isn't getting married.

NEW LAYOUT

2005-05-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

AISHAH MADE THIS, PLEASE KISS HER. <3

must go jogging, bye lovelys.

bloody COW.~*

2005-05-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I ACCIDENTLY PLUCKED AN ORCHID OFF MY BEAU BOUQUET.

BLIMEY THIS IS SHIZ~*

fabbity fab fab, goodbye my darling orchid. ):

michelle requests this~*

2005-05-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

One hot afternoon, on the 27th May, I was found at Hay Dairies, feeding young kids hay. While I was bending down to feed a very miniscule goat, another goat was nibbling my hair, unnoticed by me. Thankfully, Michelle Wee Mei Xia grabbed my arm and pulled me away, so my hair was untouched. THANK YOU, MICHELLE, YOU'RE MY HERO.

(lmfao. xD)

random quotes. ~*

2005-05-28T12:12:00.000+08:00

d-_-b
how u make that inverted b?
wait
never mind

the "bishop" came to our church today
he was a fucken impostor
never once moved diagonally

damn
FUCK
DAMN
i was just in an AIM convo with a chick, and my grandmother's window pops up
FUCK
i go like this to her
"i want to suck on your clit"
FUCK

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO
more quotes → http://bash.org

Dancing Lady <3~*

2005-05-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

friendster's taking a very long time to load, and i like strawberries! and SOMEONE didn't link me on her blog, yah lah yah lah, make me sad.

surprisingly, the farm trip was pretty interesting. left class at around 12.25, cause that ah low was talking rubbish. um then rushed to mobil to get chips and coke, then rushed back again to board the bus. sat beside yenfang! listened to her cool iPod shuffle and slept. her songs all weird advertisements one, the only ones i knew were Hollaback Girl and Mr Lonely. yah yah, i'm so out of touch with the music world manz.

so, went to the goat farm first. the goats were adorable, especially the young ones! they were feeding from my palm, and they were licking me, ehehehe so cute. xD then we got a bottle of goat milk, disgusting and bland.

then orchid villa! THE ORCHIDS ARE SO PRETTY <3. me and michelle stole some flowers, and we mixed pollen here and there, but you're not supposed to know so SHUSH. xD who knows, maybe there'll be a new and improved orchid, i'll call it dotusum lydianaHEHEHEHHE. my favourite orchid is THE DANCING LADY, omgomgomgomgomgomg, if any boy gives me a bunch of those, I'LL MARRY THEM ON DA SPOT. (okay, maybe go for romantic candlelight dinner only.)

the hydroponic vegetable farm was torturous. it was bleeding hot, i've decided that i don't really like the sun anymore, i'm renaming my gang "Raindrops Gang". and i didn't even learn anything.

so, on the way back, slept on the bus and listened to yenfang's cool iPod shuffle! and shona and sonia were giggling like brutal barbarians. i think it was something about anna cheng waking up one day in the jungle all old and wrinkly, and starts chopping down trees cos they threaten her oxygen supply. that's wrong, once she breathes out, all livestock will die on the spot cos of her stinky breath, and flies that fly within ten metres radius of her freeze in the air.

i sing beli well.~*

2005-05-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

YAY PEOPLE ARE TAGGING CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE IN THE AIR IT CIRCULATES ALL AROUND THE ROOM PEOPLE ARE FAINTING FROM THE STRONG ATTRACTION OF IT. (okay that didn't make sense.) you all deserve hugs, please report to 2s2 classroom to get them. xD

i went for track today, IT TOOK MUCH CONVINCING FROM SHUXIAN YENFANG CLAIRE AND TWINS. actually i only went cos i thought there was still enough time to hang around, babyzz, and be cOoL, you know, but when i got there, we had to leave. ): so we got instant mashed potato from seven eleven and we cabbed back to school. WITH BOTH DRIVERS TAKING THE ABSURDLY LONG WAY.

training was da shiz man.

[edit] okay sorry, i gort cut off as my mom came home, she went to Newton mrt to fetch my demonic sibling home, so i have THIS MUCH TIME to blog so excuse me for any spelling errors or grammatical mistakes or punctuational errors.

anyway, training was beli shitty, i ran warmup with shuxian and workout with claire cause shuxian's just too fast for me you know? claire's too fast too, but its nice to see her figure disappearing off in the horizon while i pant along behind, ~~slightly~~ VERY far away. after that i went to mobil to get the kewl hip hop jelly, shuxian just about chewed off half of it.

yes so went home and blah. TODAY WAS PRODUCTIVE i read many many many many chapters of HISTORY!!! the teacher better lubbx me. [/edit]

STALKER~*

2005-05-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

EH PEOPLE WHO ARE TOTALLY BLIND, THE LINK FOR MY TAGBOARD IS ALWAYS UNDER MY NAME, AFTER EACH POST. YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW?

hehe okay anyway school was really boring. rotted in class the whole day, then went down for art. after the fire alarm thing, we went to the hall for some voting thing. and yes, cleaned the stupid fans in class, then went downstairs to the canteen for track photo taking.

samatty ol' boy was moodswinging as usual, and we got our new track shirts! it wasn't what i expected it to be, but at least its better than some powerpoint presentation. AND HAHA I WENT TO THE BACK ROW FOR PHOTOTAKING!! aren't you all jealous, claire and i grew three rows taller from last year! she stood next to me LIKE LAST YEAR and she was acting stupid LIKE LAST YEAR.

went town after phototaking, with shona, sonia and natalie. ate lunch at KFC. there were these two insane guys, they were wolf-whistling and making smoochy noises at girls in the restaurant. then they sat next to us and stared, we were getting quite afraid, when suddenly one of them shouted and they both dashed out of KFC. they were chasing after this girl, me and natalie got excited (kpoh what, want to see the drama ;D) so i grabbed my cheese fries and she took her coke, and we ran after them, leaving shona and sonia still arguing about what to do with their food.

we followed them all the way up to the cinema there, and natalie was getting her handphone ready, lmfao. then we came to the cinema and found all three of them standing together and talking, so stupid. natalie was fantasizing about them watching a movie together, then after that drag the girl to some secluded area and chain rape her. i think those three were friends and that was just a plot to make innocent and inquisitive people follow them. CHEAP THRILLS.

Untitled.

2005-05-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

hahah i'm so desperate for tags that i've asked sarah to come and flood.
she's my last resort by the way.
after all, i have to look popular RIGHT.
then sarah can just look like my, what, #1 FAAAAAAAAANNNN!

xD

MATRIX <3

2005-05-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

my sister's blasting the tv downstairs, she's mighty inconsiderate, my mother's trying to get my brother to sleep and here she is singing to All That I've Got - The Used.

school was boring.

my parents have to see Low, i haven't told her in case she blows up at me.

[edit]:whoever tags me will receive a big hug. OKAY? *makesbeggingfacez* TAG LAH, MAKE ME HAPPY. [/edit]

NEW LAYOUT ~*

2005-05-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

ooh, new layout!!
featuring My Chemical Romance.
*LOVELOVE*

anyway, am back from my short vacation. went for an overnight stay in Orchard Parade Hotel. gosh, it was AWWWWWWESOME <3 the pillows were uber soft. me and mark got to walk around the whole of town, from forum to far east to cine. we went Marche for dinner, and i ate the usual : sirloin steak(medium rare), tutti fruiti strawberry shake and caramel banana with caramel ice cream crepe. CAN'T YOU SEE THE FATS BOUNCING IN ALL DIRECTIONS WOWEE. yes anyway, i stole a couple of things from the hotel : 6 bottles of X'tra Moisturizing Bath Foam, 6 bottles of X'tra Conditioning Shampoo, a white face towl and a pair of comfy slippers. the shampoo's actually not very conditioning, it left my hair all yucky, but the bottle shape is nice!

I'M DONE WITH MY PERSONAL STATEMENT OMFGPLZCLAPURHANDZKTHNXDIE.

sweeping from my head to my toes.

2005-05-02T11:43:00.000+08:00

oh damn. i hate this layout, even though it's temporary.

someone please make me a layout, please please please.

girls like cars and money.

2005-04-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

DAMNNN. i'm extremely addicted to http://learn2type and thus haven't started studying. please make a guess, who is going to die tomorrow? DON'T SCROLL DOWN, CHEATER.

ME.

so deep, that it didn't even bleed.

2005-04-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

gek i'm trying to change my layout and i have alot of diffulty.

oh shit, i'm supposed to be studying now right.

i think you're fine, you really blow my mind.

2005-04-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

I'M TALKING TO A HOTTIE~* <3>
meh i'm going to have tuition soon. best thing is, she doesn't even help me lah. i'd prefer revising myself.

anyway. today was a hot day. ferking annoying. english was stupid, p.e was sweaty, recess was nothing, science, i stole sonia's SWEATY BREAD, maths = stupid, geog bloody boring. lit mass lecture, studied chinese with shona and sonia, bitched about SWEATY BREAD :D mm then ran for the bus and went home.

the end of a vehh boring dae.

i'll be everything you need.

2005-04-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

AIYOH DIE ALREADY. EXAMS ARE SO SHITTIFIED CLOSE AND WHAT AM I DOING? ON THE NET. YES PLEASE COME TO MY FUNERAL, GET A NICE PREACHER OKAY, OR I'LL HAUNT ALL OF YOU. AND PLEASE BURN ALOT OF MONEY FOR ME, I WANT CARS AND BUNGALOWS OKAY.

i like big butts and i cannot lie.

2005-04-24T19:48:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT. apparently, my sister has been STUDYING HARD, so WHAT HAPPENS?

SHE GETS A BLOODY IPOD MINI.

tell me this is unfair, or i swear, i will pin you to the wall and smack you so hard, you'll see stars forever.

mosquitoes are the bane of my existance.

2005-04-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

can someone PLEASE tell me, how did a teeny insect squeeze itself through the folds of my shirt, land right on my stomach, and bite me?

maybe a perverse mosquito likes my pretty tummy.

oh, do not, i repeat, DO NOT eat smoked salmon and ice together. the taste in my mouth is like the stuff dentists squirt into your mouth when they are about to inject something terrible into your gums.

can't resist, don't want to.

2005-04-24T12:35:00.000+08:00

yenfang wishes for me to blog, as she feels that my blog posts are interesting. i tried to contraditct her, but she was too insistent, and she's hot, so i'll blog for her :D

YESTERDAY
went for the NJC open house! it was soo fun. met Estella at the carpark, she was calling me when we were just a few feet from each other, hahah. then went to register, and got a goodie bag! i expected a tshirt, but..oh well. they gave three pens, a notepad, and KitKats! oh and a drink.

jamie was our tour guide for a while..she and my mom had a very enriching chat about me. poof. and while they were talking merrily, me and Estella were looking at the archives. so many ministers were from NJ! fascinating, my mom said NJ groomed people to become politicians. ooh, if i get into NJ i can rule the world. xD

i saw many people therez! grace, hannah, matthew, louisa, shuxian, lois, joycelyn, isabella, jocelyn and her friend.

then estella went home after a while...so me and my mom hung around and went to man and ideas. and i was about to sit down when two people called my name REALLY LOUDLY and i think everyone was staring, hahaha. so i turned around and it was EMELYN AND YOKEMUN! i didn't recognise yokemun at first, she changed alot, she became darker and prettier! teehee. and emelyn..aieya, emelyn looked retarded as always.

my mom left and blah. man and ideas is a fun subject! conflicting truths, wahaha.

then went exploring and found food! as usual, emelyn took the most, i bet people thought she was greedy. wait, she is greedy. xD

then went gutherie house with emelyn and yokemun. ate icecream. i'm getting fat, boohoo.

anyway, i've been extremely unsuccessful at the breaking of records in Icy Tower. too high already, fine, just make me sad.

made TWO joint blogs this week :

me & cheryl <3
me & shona<3

there yenfang. boring blog.

the two of us we dream like one.

2005-04-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

bambi is sooo cute, i'm watching the movie now, on Ares. you know, if the police ever come to spotcheck on crescent, i think i'd have to go to jail straightaway, for downloading excessive music and movies.

anyway. today was boring. friday's always boring lah, wth. free preiod for CME, tay didn't come in, thankfully. maths was uber boring. aiyah, all the lessons were boring okay.

BAMBI JUST FINISHED!

stayed back after school with shona and sonia and natalie. all of us were sitting in a row and playing icy tower, heh heh. then natalie went home. and we started spraying each other with water, haha so funny.

then went homee. met claire, michelle gwee and lois! AND SAMUEL! LOIS HAS A CRUSH ON SAMUEL OR SAMUEL HAS A CRUSH ON LOIS. shh, DON'T TELL AH!

dragonflies make me go suicidal.

2005-04-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

eck, i'm eating chocolates now. calories = skyhigh lahh.

school was so um. schooley? low took half and hour to go through three comprehension questions. i couldn't remember anything for p.e except that we ran.

science was okay, i helped sonia finish her theory workbook :) maths can go screw itself, and geog was stupid. i was playing icy tower and sonia was watching, and when i broke my record, both of us were screaming and hyperventilating and siow was frowning at us. then suddenly, I SWEAR, suddenly, he just LEAPED across the room to look at what i was doing. i got a heart attack okay, and i almost got caught. haha, he looked disappointed that he didn't catch me doing something else.

hmmm. then went mobil with shona to eat instant noodles. we were running up the stairs to hide, and shona kept on saying OMGOMGOMG and giving me unneccesary frights :(

and then instead of doing lit, we started doing very retarded things. haha i started claiming that i was a chimpanzee and from the rotunda all the way to our class, i started walking like a gorilla. i almost rolled down the rotunda again okay haha it was soo retarded.

then went home the uber long way. there were two retarded guys playing with the umbrella, sticking it out when a bus passed by. crazy lah, and they were in uniform somemore.

okay bye.

the staircase just hit my breast.

2005-04-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

wahlao, everyone's asking who i am on MSN. abit late lah okay, i created thecellardoor_ on sunday.

hmm school was alrighty.

suspension was okay haha. i was reading and doing art. farahin came very late, how naughty, haha. umm, then a few people came along and i gave them tips on how to blow up their classroom :D

eh then ate instant noodles with michelle and christie. and we talked about rubbish, heh heh. then went home!

hey sugar baby come dance with me.

2005-04-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO DIE LAH. my art is refusing to cooperate with me. i'll have to go clean tricia goh's clean art room tomorrow.

mm school was alrrightyy. chinese was booring, zhang has to learn to be interesting, or she'll find herself teaching a bunch of zombies.

literature was soo retarded, hahah. me and shona were typing the notes on OneNote, and playing Icy Tower at the same time. then when that kala woman flopped her way towards us, we both hit the escape button at the exact same time. haha so funny.

p.e so retarded ah, samat went crazy by making us run around the canal. and the sun was being TOO friendly, shining down all its glory on me. SUN AH, I'M ALREADY YOUR BEST FRIEND, CAN YOU TRY NOT TO FRY ME.

then english, low didn't come, but gws spoiled our plans of running around the school. she started giving this huge lecture about low having to endure us coming late every week and GUESSING WHAT would happen if we weren't focused. i swear, she said GUESS WHAT around 10 times arrgh. well, GUESS WHAT gws, low is late everytime, and by the time the last person in our class comes in, low is not even here yet. HAH.

anywayy, had to do some stupid compre about someone stuck on a rock. pfft. and i was rushing with shona at the last part, cos we were slacking away like shit and listening to music on my tablet. :D then stuffed myself into my enormously small blouse, i couldn't breathe.

went for suspension in the middle of assembly with michelle. we found out that we could wear our p.e tshirts so i could live again, haha. anyway, today's suspension wasn't so bad laaa. i made a new friend! farahin i think. oopz, i cannot remember her name. sorry haha. anyway she told us stories of siow acting like a frog, hopping across the classroom, lmfao.

SHIT ART HOW ARH.

floating above your head.

2005-04-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

aieeya, i'm so tired and i don't want to do art. anyway, you know mid years are so close i just realized that it's around the corner already. yayy, guess who's going to fail everything lahhh.

hm. suspension was really boring btw, me and michelle practically rotted there. i was asking her for the time every 5 minutes. and it was sooo unproductive, i studied only a few chapters of geog then everyone started streaming out of their classes and making me envious of them, so started complaining and playing icy tower on michelle's tablet.

oh and thanks wushuang and grace who gave me a lollipop (though michelle took grace's one away) and morgan's friend for the mentos, and shona and sonia for helping me go buy the cool chewzz! i would've died without the sweets please.

mr. m took away my lollipop though. mean thing lah.

2005-04-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

shona check your email please. <3

it's eating me alive to leave you.

2005-04-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

yesssss. back from a three hour long nap. haha i rock please.

woke up to go to cell. ate roti prata in Ghim Moh, then rushed to RP. for once i wasn't late! :) so i didn't have to pay. then followed the rest of them to Tanglin Macs for their breakfast. i ate an ice cream cone and wrote a letter to hazel. then then then bussed back to RP for prayer. and there was this cat following us, Kylene was hyperventilating over it.

service was great! :) teehee. AND OMG OMG OMG BERNETTE GUESS WHAT. aieya, i tell you on friendster for privacy. xD

my dad is the best ever lah. we went queenstown after service, and he bought NEW BALANCE SPIKES, VERY VERY NICE NIKE SHOE, NIKE SPORTS BRA (omg.) and and and ADIDAS SHORTS. ohmygoodness, i love my dad to bits lah. and i actually only wanted to buy the nike shoes only.

then came back, slept.

best day of my life, and bernette should know why. (not yet though.) :D:D

shove it in my face.

2005-04-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

do you think we can make it back as a clique together again then? my mom told me that none of you can be trusted, but i don't want to think that. it's been fun and everything, but sometimes the biasedness just really gets to me? and i don't think that the same people in the same clique should be biased. like, michelle and christie, you went to watch Samara without telling me and natalie. that's very bullshitty, but maybe it's cause you knew i had other plans for that day. and um, michelle..i didn't leave LMFAO for shona and sonia. they're my very good friends too, and i think i do have to rights to hang out with them every now and then? and you all like, didn't want to hang out with me anymore. maybe you all don't want me in the clique anymore and blah blah, but um, i duno. its up to you all if you want to bring LMFAO back to life again. and when you do, i'd very much like to be part of it. :)

i think we all need to talk.

2005-04-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

my father called me a bully. what is this.

anyway, i have to serve suspension for three days, what a waste of time, sigh.

my mom is mean, but i guess that's okay.

i think LMFAO has died, so i'll just take away the links.

and i studied with childplay today, cos gangleader ditched me.

i tried flagging a cab from various places, but fat people stole the taxis, breaking my heart. then i finally caught one at the 174 busstop, and the fare was about ten bucks cos some stupid people who don't know how to drive held up traffic. they think i very rich is it, somemore peak hour LEH.

i lead a very sad life you know or not. i'll go cut myself cos i'm depressed and its fun and i'll cry myself to sleep later. that's what depressed girls are supposed to do right.

better off dead.

2005-04-14T19:01:00.000+08:00

back from schooley school. training was cancelled whoopeedoo!

school was nice. mass run was so stupid, everyone ran fast today. (or maybe i ran slowly.) had two tests, science and geog, both easy like nuts ah. (probably cause i got hints. :D)

TRACK WAS CANCELLED! heehee.

spent track time studying, i'm so productive please. in between we wrote LOVEY DOVEY letters to BERBERLONG hahahahahaha sonia thought of the poem. and then ahhhhh, sonia and shona were fighting over icy tower haha tres retards. sonia plays icy tower very funnily, she cannot do combos for nuts. shona kept on claiming that she reached 100 already, but she neber, what a liar. xD

shona left, so me and sonia decided to go to bernice's class, me to study (yesyes, so guaii) and sonia to play her stupid icy tower (i don't know why she bothered, she duno how to play one lah, her highest score cannot beat my lowest score please.) i studied geog and bernice was studying physics? ah and she kept on throwing pens at me, uncivilised babarian. she scribbled all over my book also, such a naughty um, baboon.

EEYER I CAN FEEL MY MENSES COMING OUT, DAMN SICK LEH.

okay anyway, went home with bernice. she showed me who lydia tan is, although i don't know her.

YES OKAY IM GOING TO SHOWER NOW BYEBYE ADORING FANS.

YOHOHO, A PIRATE'S LYFE FOR MUI~*

2005-04-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

and now i can see, how thick you can be,,
this hypocrisy is beginning to get to me.

ah you bitch ah.

turf city = rubbish.

bernice is a mean pig.

you can go ask her why, i'm sure she'll be more than happy to tell you.

oh and haha, sujean is very cute. <3

no title lah, SHUT UP.

2005-04-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

I LIKE YOU ALOT OKAY. but i don't know how to tell you. so shizzzzz.

love's a shitty feeling.

especially when you

can't get who you want.

ilu, penguin.

2005-04-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

DIE LAH, BERNETTE. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ARH. why aren't you online grar.

aiyah, today veri veri boring. school track. track was okay, bernice stole my kinder bueno and apple juice. okay byee.

*********! stupid bernette, WHY YOU HAVENT REPLIED MY FRIENDSTER MSG.

me and my loyal sunlight.

2005-04-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

might i be obliged to add something? while people were SUFFERING in the sun running a total distance of 1500m (long okay), Bernice Low Xiao Ting was admiring her leg and complaining that i was complaining about the heat and she wasn't complaining at all but later she complained about the heat. and she refused to open her mouth to cheer, only when i gave her a subtle nudge, then she muttered a "go crescent" as she believed she was too cool to cheer. oh oh oh, she said "eh my back facing the crwod leh, what if they see my sexy butt?" you don't have a sexy butt, actually i think your butt isn't very obvious looking. and she still has it in her head that she and her bamboos will be all powerful and rule the world. too bad i've got my pandas ready for this sort of ridiculus thing that would somehow thwart my plans of being president of 2085.

stupid bamboo.

2005-04-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

okiee, i'm back from the competition thing. and my eyelashes feel like they're coming out.

ANYWAY, today was haha stupid. cell, service. then my dad took me to choose a new car, and OMFGGGG I SAW A 1.6 MILLION CAR. it was SOOOO SEXY. even my dad was transfixed in its beau. IT COST LIKE, THE LAND OF MY HOUSE. grar, so ex.

okay then he dropped me off in queenstown mrt while testing out the new car. it's a nice car, greyish black, very elegant, says the cheesy salesman. okay then i found out i had no more money in my ezlink card, and only had fifty bucks in my wallet so walked around asking people for change. in the end i had to go the the stupid hawker to change money, and the indian man said "YOU CARRY AROUND ALOT OF MONEY VERY DANGEROUS YOU KNOW" wahlao, his business meh.

soo, i took mrt to bukit gombak, met clara and annabelle there then rushed to stadium. they were 20 minutes late to report i think, they almost gort disqualified! :O and everyone ran really well, yay.

yes then after all that..went to some coffeeshop with natalie, michellewee, natalie, bernice, claire, celeste, michelle wong and zoey? i think samat treated, but i opted for macs coke, which zoey drank three quarters of. and i threw the rest away, pfft. anyway, bernice was being very stupid. lazy to elaborate, but she drinks milo very weirdly. hahahhahaha.

cabbed back with natalie, then took 74 home. and here i am! heh.

I THINK IM GOING TO WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN AGAIN LEH AHAHAHA.

btw, tags.

fangying:YOU'RE MORE!
suetwa: captain jack sparrow's SEXY THEENDFULLSTOPPPP. *hyperventilatez*
Adrienne: i took one before too, i think mine was elizabeth bloody mary or whatever. ARR YOURSELF haha.

SARAH (tan), STOP KIDDING YOURSELF.

2005-04-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW WANTS ME! NOT YOU, SKINNY OLD HAG. I'M MORE GORRRRGEEEEUUUUSSSSS THAN YOU, SO HE OBVIOUSLY IS GOING TO MARRY ME, WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. ANYWAY WE'RE ALREADY MARRIED SO HAHAHAHA, SO MUCH FOR POPCORN AND MOVIES. BESIDES, I THINK HE'D USE YOU AS A BOOTYCALL, SO BAHAHAHA SUX TO BE EUU MANZ.

heehee.

*take note that none is really true, except for the fact that CJS is like, mine.*

oh my.

2005-04-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

shit, i'm hypervetilating over CJS. i keep on playing his voice.

OVER AND OVER AGAIN GAH WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.

rofl I WANNA BE A PIRATE WHEN I GROW UP AND HIJACK THE BLACK PEARL AND CLAIM CJS AS MY HUSBAND AND WE'LL SAIL THE EIGHT SEAS (we'll discover one! it'll be called CJSLLNS OCEAN, short for Captain Jack Sparrow Loves Lydia Not Sarah) AND DISAPPEAR INTO THE HORIZON WITH THE SUN SHINING DOWN ON US.

MUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

2005-04-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

oh my, CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW IS DA SEX MANZ~*~* i cannot believe i just watched pirate's of the carribean. AGAIN. i watched it yesterday and i blogged about it but blogger decided to be a big bully and error-ed.

ARGH IM GOING TO HAVE TUITION WHY KAREN COMING AGAIN, SHE CAME YESTERDAY.

anyway, i skipped training today, mwahahah. so my day has been boring. okay shutupgoanddiekthnx.

OH TAGS!
celeste: dumbass, you can always download msn again what. without your father knowing. unless he has like, super x ray eyes that can see into the computer and shit. heh.
Adrienne: HAIYAH I CAN SING BETTER THAN YOU. and thanks for flooding my board, for a while i thought that i was really popular and people come to my tagboard and refresh it. THANKS FOR BRINGING DOWN MY SPIRITS ARH i shall now go cut myself. *cutx*
clara: DIE ALREADY LAH.
rah: i used to be really good at it, poof.
suetwa: nono, i watched ring one. scardey cat.
sijing:IF SOMEONE WAS BEING A BLOODY STUPID IMBECILE AND BOOKING YOU FOR NOTHING, AND ATTEMPTING TO SEDUCE YOU WITH ITS FROG LIKE EYES AND PASTY SKIN, WOULD YOU HATE IT? i rest my case! HAHA.
AISHAHH: yes dearie, i know how you feel. :(
Vannnna:k.
fangying:YOU.
michelle!:YOU ALSO WHAT, ASK ME TO CHECK YOUR NEOPETS ACCOUNT!
youknow(:: huh why would i want to make friends with people who are nuts over the least person you'd expect to be fantasized over? HMM? loser arh, they all.
xingjuan:HIEZ.xD

that's done then. if blogger refuses to except this post, i swear i'll sue blogger inc.

2005-04-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

AGH MY FEET HURT LIKE SHIT AND I DIDN'T BRING HOME MY CHARGER I HAFF APPROXIMATELY 14 MORE MINUTES ON THE COMP.

okay today was boring like shizzzzz Low didn't come again today i hope she gort yellow fever or something so we watched the ring screamed like shit track MY LEG STILL VERY PAIN OKAY okay bye bye this post is so short haha.

it means no worries, for the rest of your dayyyys!

2005-04-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

listening to : Hakuna Matata - Timon and Pumbaa.

this song is soo cute. heh heh.

EH MY NEOPETS SKILLS ARE GETTING LOUSY, I TAKE 57 SECONDS TO COUNT 24 POTATOES, I ONLY GORT 30 NEOPOINTS :(

whatever.

2005-04-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

i've decided to stay off Vortex for a while. it's becoming distracting, bff. i'll just go back to where i used to be, playing neopets.

i'm not in the best of moods now, my art is shitty and chinese test is coming, which i'm going to fail of course. people in America do very well in their tests and shit, how come Singaporeans do so lousy? (or maybe its just me, heh)

today was the shitz. Low didn't come today, and Tay booked me for nothinggg. i don't care, i'm getting my dad to sue her, he hates her too, ever since she tried to chase me out of Cresecent :D

i don't mind, i just found out that i can live without you.

2005-04-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

oh my tian. leaves are how hard to draw?! my life is over, i'll never see myself as an artist arh.

HAH I FOUND IT YAY I RAWK.

2005-04-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

that's a secret between Bernette and me. ;D

today was alrightyyy. three whole periods without Low, whoot. and p.e was retarded, samatty was showing off how he did windows and pushups. he just leans on his pouch that's all, and the rest of the class goes, "Oooh, Mr Samat, you're so stronggggggg!" pfft, lying cheating faggot.

track was during assembly, it was okay for once. :) it was my best run for the whole week! (the week just started, SHHHHH)

the workshop thing was retarded, total waste of time. the Stella girl, her voice was all high pitched and annoying, and she was so act cute. plus, she laughed at every single thing we said, what a retard. -.-" the only fun part was the hexagon exercise, we started claiming that ducks, geese and chickens were hexagon shaped.

went home one 132, nice roohiya and sneha helped me get change. <33

went home with shuxian, met michelle gwee on the bus! then walked in to my terribly deep in house, and picked LEAVES WITH INTRICATE DESIGNS ON THEM. and a few flowers to top it off. x)

not a very bad day LAH.

2005-04-05T10:03:00.000+08:00

natalie's being very sweet. <33 and I won't change blogs, too troublesome worz.

MICHELLE'S HUMPING THE CHAIR HAAHAHAHA ROFL.

Untitled Document.

2005-04-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

iwa ntm frie ndsb ackn ow. imis smyme ssagi nglif e, iwan therc ulesb ackt oo. se ems lik esh' shav in gfun wit hout meth ough, sh eprob ably enj oysl ifeb ette rno wi' mno tarou nd an ymo re. noo neca resab outm ean ymor, eifee lsof ucki suic idal, thou ghma ybei tisn twi set odi efo rfri end swho don teve nca re.

I'm moving blogs again, bye bitches.

AND I CAN FEEL YOU DRIFTING AWAY
IT JUST BREAKS ME HEART
BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
WHY DON'T YOU JUST LET ME DIE.

i owe Karen twisties.

2005-04-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

listening to : Back Home - Yellowcard

hey hey, thanks to my superb styling and hair-blowing skills, i don't look that bung anymore! :)

oh and i didnt see Shawn todaaay. :(

OMFG.

2005-04-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

the most terrible thing has happened. i am beri traumatised. and apalled. and depressed. i think i'll go cut myself now, kthnx.

anyway, church today. boring. okay then service was quite funny but was damn irritated by the stupid bimbos behind talking ever so loudly like the world lay at their feet and the boys kicking me and Joanne's chairs.

GWC to eat lunch and cut hair.

I AM NEVER GOING BACK TO COSMO AGAIN.

NUMBER ONE : i waited bloody long for the hairdresser to serve me.
NUMBER TWO : when the girl came to wash my hair, i slammed the magazine down so loudly on the table [accidently] and all the aunties glared at me.
NUMBER THREE : my hair was cut by a gay. he was in PINK and he wore TIGHT WOMEN JEANS omfg.

RESULTS : I HAVE BECOME A BUNG.

my hair has become so SHORT and it's intoxicated by gel. the faggot HACKED OFF MY FRINGE, WTF WTF %&$*%^*(%.

SEE YOU ALL IN EONS, I'LL BE HAPPILY SERVING DETENTION AND SUSPENSION FOR THE REST OF MY SECONDARY LYFE.

my mom thinks friendster is dangerous.

2005-04-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

i've got LMFAO. i don't need you.

AND I'M NOT KIDDING MYSELF.

LMFAO IS THE BEST EVER <3

STFUKTHNXDIEGOSPREADRUMORSABTMETOTHERPPLE

I'VE GOT BETTER FRIENDS THAN THIS,
I DON'T HAVE TO RELY ON YOU.
TOO BAD IT ENDED THIS WAY,

SHUT THE FUCK UP.

fall asleep all alone.

2005-04-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

listening to : Blink 182 - Here's Your Letter

ARGH, MY ASS HURTS LIKE HELL, THANKS TO THE BLOODY BBALL GAME YESTERDAY WTF.

why don't you just,

TAKE THE HINT.

~~never thought I'd be the one who'd have to bend down and kiss your feet.~~

DON'T CARE LALAA.

piano. heartBREAK

2005-04-02T15:51:00.000+08:00

haha, Michelle's in my house now. we took very retarded pictures, I might put them up. MIGHT. anyway, today's productive. we're copying people's maths. xD

diz is random cos msn isnt workingz~*

2005-04-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

it was all your fault. ALL YOUR FAULT. I don't know why I'm saying this, but I miss you like hell. I wish that you'll talk to me again, if you ever see this, but that isn't possible, cos we both know that we have too much pride to break our backs and apologise to each other. or maybe it's just me that's the problem.

I DON'T CARE ALREADY LAH OKAY.

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.

2005-04-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

listening to : Sum 41 - Still Waiting

MSN is refusing to sign me in, what a pisser.

Michelle is coming over tomorrow, she better not try any hanky panky, my house got security camera one lorzxzx.~*~* Clara and Denise might be coming over as well, lets see how my mom's head is going to explode when I tell her. :D :D

tushmullbish starts anew! :D

2005-04-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

listening to : Clay Aiken - Solitaire

I revamped my blog, the posts were getting annoying :)

tags!

michelle-: okay.
Adrienne: I always had a normal tagboard! now look what you've done, talk rubbish, make poor ol' tagboard sad. )))))))))))))))):~*
sueytwa: WHY HELLO SUETWA! IT'S BEEN A PLEASURE TO REPLY YOU. oh shit i have no idea what i'm doing. i'm not bored and everyone's online [except Eshita:(]. did i mention that i'm really not bored?
suetwa: heh, it's okay, I figured it was you anyway.
fangying: yes yes, the pic <33 made solely by ESHITA <3333!
xingjuan:chaha yes :D. made by ESHITA <333333!
nat: haha i lurbbx euu too.

anyway, me and my sister got locked out today, so we sneakily took my maid's bobby pins and picked the lock. refer me to break into houses, I can do the job nicely. xD